Responsibility

Okay, lets think about this. If you volunteer to drive somewhere and you have people going with you in your car, YOU my friend is responsible for those people to take them back. END OF DISCUSSION. Went to my first "excel" event yesterday and it was at the Dallas Museum of Arts! It was fun/relaxing. I love that place! I met this guy and he's acceptable in looks. I wonder if he wants to ruffle the sheets...Tis is true with not having a bf for so long brings lust everywhere. Now I'm at work, and  my life is withering away (not really), but I am having second thoughts about New York, I don't know why. Oh wells I will just go and have fun! I have to try and save save save money!!! :) Until next time

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IN NEW YORKKKKKK I think I know where dreams are made of.

Super excited! I just found out I get to go to New York. I wish I could make a lot more money so i can pay bills and stuff and make some money on the side, for shopping. But we'll see if I get enough to have spending money!!

NEW YORK!!!!!!

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The realization of graduating High school

I'm in my third year of college and the realization of transferring to a private business university could be a huge mistake. Grant it that I did fail most of my classes during my previous University and being unable to go back to that school, this private university was my last hope. But I really hate it so far. The freshman's are so senseless and its driving me crazy. I feel like they just graduated from elementary school. Along side that, knowing my best friend has a girlfriend is a .... heart breaker. I take my life second by second, day by day, month by month, and I feel restless. I just want to vent to a loved one, but everybody is really busy , along with me. Working two jobs full time 40 hours a week and taking 5 classes at school.... is a stress for someone that is just 21. I have a soul of a grandma people tell me. But can I really be the one to blame? I need to pay for school, I need to work to pay bills. I don't ever here myself really wanting anything, except for a person to talk to or to love.. You know at this age  you are full of lust. And that I am. My life is Roborant.

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