I'm in my third year of college and the realization of transferring to a private business university could be a huge mistake. Grant it that I did fail most of my classes during my previous University and being unable to go back to that school, this private university was my last hope. But I really hate it so far. The freshman's are so senseless and its driving me crazy. I feel like they just graduated from elementary school. Along side that, knowing my best friend has a girlfriend is a .... heart breaker. I take my life second by second, day by day, month by month, and I feel restless. I just want to vent to a loved one, but everybody is really busy , along with me. Working two jobs full time 40 hours a week and taking 5 classes at school.... is a stress for someone that is just 21. I have a soul of a grandma people tell me. But can I really be the one to blame? I need to pay for school, I need to work to pay bills. I don't ever here myself really wanting anything, except for a person to talk to or to love.. You know at this age you are full of lust. And that I am. My life is Roborant.
-xoxo
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